Ah. Congratulations on your new job. I understand the jitters of staring something new. I once was helping my brother with his online buisness, just contacting people on email lists and got him banned for “spamming” . I learned from that. Mistakes will be made in everything. I’ve been learning that a lot this year.
One moment of maturity came recently when I realized that learning is good, but it hurts me because I tend to want to know without learning. To admit I don’t know bums me out because to need to learn is essentially saying “I don’t know”, which hurts my ego since I’m showing I lack something.
I pray that you gain much knowledge at your new job. Just don’t get Oscar the grouch evicted from his can. That would be a scandal bro.